Month: April 2008

  • behind all the tears

    Unless I have more than 24 hours a day, I’m going to invest it in places where my efforts are being appreciated,  where I am more than merely a replacable inferior entity, a pathetic disappointed soul.

    It simply sux when suggestions are being rebut and disapproved, again and again,
    when decisions are always made without my aquiescence
    Staying silent doesn’t mean I don’t give a shit
    I just hated to initiate any disputes
    Ruining the chemistry within this unit is the last thing i want to happen
    Dictatorship is not the only means to exercise the authority of a sovereign.
    Like it or not,
    I got my own style of managing a troop
    My rationale is to blend in, not to overpower
    for the sake of harmony
    That’s what makes the difference between a team and a group
    and that’s exactly what I found last year

    I surrender myself to a season of hardship and misery
    yet I’ve strived, I’ve endeavoured.
    to hell with respects and authorities
    But at least, I hope my existence counts.

    I’m sorry, but that’s it.
    Till we meet again

    All the best,
    Liyeung

  • Drugged

    After all the ludicrous microcreatures 4 months ago (refer to the entry),
    Here comes yet another abuse from the faculty:

    16-alpha-carbonitrile
    Amoxicillin-clavulanic acid
    Amoxycillin
    Amphetamine
    Anabolic steroids
    Apomorphine
    Aspirin
    Astemizole
    Bassorin
    Beclomethasone
    Benzo-pyrene
    Betazole
    Bethanechol
    Bisacodyl
    Bismuth chelate
    Bismuth salicylate
    Bismuth subsalicylate
    Broccoli
    Bromobenzene
    Budesonide
    Buprenorphine
    Cabbages (food)
    Carbenoxolone sodium
    Carbon tetrachloride
    Carboprost
    Celecoxib (= Celebrex)
    Cetirizine
    Chaparral
    Charcoal
    Chloramphenicol
    Chlorinated solvent
    Chlorpheniramine
    Chlorpromazine
    Cimetidine
    Cinnarizine
    Cisapride
    Clarithromycin
    Clobetasol
    Clonidine
    Cocaine
    Codeine
    Colloidal bismuth subcitrate
    Cyclizine
    Des-Arg Hoe 140
    Dexamethasone
    Dextromethorphan
    Diamorphine (Heroin)
    Diclofenac
    Digoxin
    Dihydralazine
    Dihydromorphine
    Dimenhydrinate
    Dinoprostone
    Dioctahedral semectite
    Diphenhydramine
    Diphenoxylate (Lomotil)
    Domperidone
    Dopamine
    Droperidol
    Epoprostenol
    Erythromycin
    Estrogens
    Ethacrynic acid
    Ethanol
    Etorphine
    Famotidine
    Fentanyl
    Flubiprofen
    Flucocinoline
    Fluoperazine
    Fluoroquinolones
    Frusemide
    Gemeprost
    Germander
    Glucuronide conjugates
    Glycyrrhizin
    Gramicidin
    Granisetron
    Haloperidol
    Halothane
    Histamine with Mepyramine
    Hydrocortisone
    Hyoscine
    Ibuprofen
    Icatibant (Hoe 140)
    Indomethacin
    Iproniazid
    Irbesartan
    Isoflurane
    Isoniazid
    Kaolin
    Ketoconazole
    Lactulose
    L-alpha acetylmethadol
    Lamotrigine
    Leu8-bradykinin1-8
    Lexipafant
    Loperamide (Imodium)
    Loratadine
    Lorazepam
    Magnesium trisilicate
    Mannitol
    Meclizine
    Mefenamic acid
    Meloxican
    Mepyramine
    Mequitazine
    Metamucil
    Methadone
    Methotrexate
    Methylcellulose
    Methylprednisolone
    Metoclopramide
    Metronidazole
    MgSO4
    Misoprostol
    Montelukast
    Morphine
    Na2SO4
    Nabilone
    Nabumetone
    Nalorphine
    Naloxone
    Naltrexone
    Naproxen
    Neomycin
    Neostigmine (anticholinesterase)
    Nicotine
    Nimuselide
    Nizatidine
    NSAIDs
    Nystatin
    Omeprazole
    Ondansetron
    Oxypenicillins
    Pantoprazole
    Paracetamol (=Acetaminophen)
    Paraffin liquid
    Penicillin
    Pentagastrin
    Pentazocine
    Perphenazine
    Pethidine
    Phase II conjugates
    Phenobarbitone
    Phenolphalein
    Phenylbutazone
    Phenytoin
    Pholcodine
    Pirenzepine
    Piroxicam
    Prednisoline
    Pregnenolone
    Prilocaine (Topical anesthetics)
    Prochlorperazine
    Promethazine
    Quinine
    Ranitidine
    Ranitidine bismuth citrate
    Rifamycin
    Rofecoxib (= Vioxx)
    Salicylate
    Sennatoside
    Sodium Bicarbonate
    Sodium dioctyl sulphosuccinate
    Statins (Cholesterol-lowering)
    Sucralfate
    Sulindac
    Sulphenamide (active metabolite of Omeprazole)
    Syrup of Ipecacuanha B.P.
    Tamoxifen
    Terbinafine
    Terfenadine
    Tienilic acid
    Tolmetin
    Toluene
    Triamcinoline
    Tripotassium dicatratobismuthate
    Troglitazone
    Troleandomycin
    Tropiseton
    Valdecoxib (= Bextra)
    Vitamin A
    Wheat bran
    Xylene (benzene-like)
    Zileuton

    last but not least,
    Paracetamoxyfrusebendroneomycin

    which brings an end to all the pharmacology revising

    And this is only just a quarter of what the exam covers tomorrow
    I’m drugged

  • 對唔住

    今日,竟然企喺球場上喊到停唔到
    真係呢世人都未試過咁樣衰…………

    其實我今日真係打得好差,全球季最差都係今次…
    點解會三振??? 點解????

    我地練波係咪好唔夠?
    我其實好後悔今年無好似上年咁加操:
    七點返中大打到要上堂,一星期練五日
    但係見大家已經由學期初開始一個星期練三日,又越黎越多球員受傷,
    我驚加操可能會有反效果

    今年我脾氣比往年差左好多
    可能講左好多唔應該講嘅野
    對唔住
    球季尾,打決賽前兩三星期
    我竟然在這重要的時間頹了
    對唔住
    softball 係個 team sport,
    但係我帶唔到士氣比大家
    這是我今年最大的失敗

    Game set, HKU:CUHK 12:2
    嗰一刻,我已經想喊
    喊,唔係因為我輸唔起
    港大球隊的確很有水準
    They deserve the cup more than we do,
    judging from our performance in the game
    而係因為八個月黎嘅努力

    點解完全唔可以喺呢場致命嘅比賽中發揮???

    以中大隊長身份打的最後一場波
    由於學業關係
    這甚至可能是為中大打的最後一場波
    竟然是這樣的完結
    實在是交不足功課
    今季每一場都是勝出的
    就正因如此
    我們過度放鬆了
    輸就是輸了最重要的這場決賽
    上年真是打得很開心
    冠軍賽贏了港大,
    大家都打得非常之好
    當年
    我一個月後還會在考試時突然想起而忍不住沾沾自喜的傻笑
    但今年竟然….

    估唔到,當教練一問 “隊長仲有無野講”
    我就忍唔住開始係咁喊喊喊同講對唔住
    喊到不似人型
    成個白痴咁….
    我在那一刻才發現
    原來中大壘球對我來說有多重要
    我原來真的這麼在意這一場比賽

    多謝各隊友即刻氹我
    我的道歉真係真心的…
    多謝大家嘅努力同支持
    今天學到了很多
    還要衷心感謝
    上來支持的每一位觀眾
    It has been an excellent season
    I sincerely apologize for my incompetence as a leader,
    and I really appreciate every bit of effort you make for the team
    I’ve grown up
    which wouldn’t ever be possible without you all.

    歸家後,自己一個人在房間,拎住那個亞軍杯睇
    零八年大專壘球季就咁在不知不覺間完結了
    頓時被空虛的感覺籠罩著
    由上一球季到今季,一幕幕的中大壘球校隊回憶
    接二連三的在腦海浮現
    嘗到失落的滋味
    又開始忍唔住係咁流眼淚
    剷壘返home傷那個戰蹟
    開始痛了


    副隊長,
    Game set 嗰一刻真係唔知點同你交代
    真係好對唔住

  • Time to kick some arses again

    香港女子壘球大專賽2008
    總決賽

    中文大學 vs 香港大學

    二零零七年四月四日(星期五)
    上午十二時三十分
    天光道香港壘球總會

     

    你唔係咁激烈既賽事都錯過呀話?



    My stuff

    Dear Team,
    This will be the very last chance of the year for us, a whole team of flaming phoenix, to represent the Chinese University of Hong Kong, to kick the arses of our counterpart from across the harbour, BIG TIME. After that we’ll have to wait one whole bloody year: Not to mention many of us will be gone for good by then and it’s probably my last game too. So please I implore you, try your very best, and don’t make yourself regretful of your effort.

        God save our gracious Team,
        Long live our noble Team,
        God save the Team:
        Send her victorious,
        Happy and glorious,
        Long to reign over us:
        God save the Team.

    This game really means a lot to me, more than anyone could ever imagine.
    Strive, team, for all we’re worth
    Show our vice captain on the other side of the globe what’s in us now

    Time to kick some arses again