behind all the tears

Unless I have more than 24 hours a day, I'm going to invest it in places where my efforts are being appreciated,  where I am more than merely a replacable inferior entity, a pathetic disappointed soul.

It simply sux when suggestions are being rebut and disapproved, again and again,
when decisions are always made without my aquiescence
Staying silent doesn't mean I don't give a shit
I just hated to initiate any disputes
Ruining the chemistry within this unit is the last thing i want to happen
Dictatorship is not the only means to exercise the authority of a sovereign.
Like it or not,
I got my own style of managing a troop
My rationale is to blend in, not to overpower
for the sake of harmony
That's what makes the difference between a team and a group
and that's exactly what I found last year

I surrender myself to a season of hardship and misery
yet I've strived, I've endeavoured.
to hell with respects and authorities
But at least, I hope my existence counts.

I'm sorry, but that's it.
Till we meet again

All the best,
Liyeung